Once again I find myself trying to complete an essay at 4 in the morning. I have the worst habit of procrastinating an even knowing that I have an essay, I won’t start it until the night before. And everytime I do it, I regret it. Yet, I can’t get myself to start writing anytime before 10pm the day before its due. I’m tired, all I want to do is sleep, and my brain stopped working hours ago. I type out endless jumbles of words that don’t even make sense. Yet, I still procrastinate and go on facebook and twitter and tumblr and waste my time. I have nothing more to write so I’m just trying to fill the page until I can reach my limit. I really need to stop torturing myself. This isn’t high school anymore.
gfbenet said: hey sweetcheeks, wanna give me yo numba?
UHHHHH no. why would i ever do that? <3
modeofliving said: SOMEONE LOOKS LIKE THEYRE HAVING FUNNNN IN JAPON! <3
YESS I AMMM! hows NYC gurl!?
Sitting here at Logan, I can finally take a breath and look back at the past 3 months which have somehow passed by me in a blur. It seems like only last week, I was on a plane leaving the life I had become familiar with, to start a whole new one. But in these past 3 months, I’ve managed to find a great group of friends, and make BC my second home. As much as I’m excited to be going home, theres a part of me which already misses BC. Knowing that for the next month, I can’t just walk down the hall to see my friends and go to Mac to eat is somewhat strange. I always imagined that although I would feel comfortable at school, I would always call Tokyo home. Now I’m not so sure. Its only been one semester, and I already feel like I belong here.
There was something I read on college prowler which had been at the back of my mind ever since I first saw it. “People might not instantly feel at home at Boston College. At first, it may feel like everyone else is having the time of their lives, and you may feel lost.” These words taunted me the few weeks before and after I started school. But now, I can attest that this was definitely not the case. Now the only thing left for me to do is to hopefully get home and back in one piece!